An Ugly Flower

I am on a ride

to reach a beautiful sight

i saw and faced..

things tht embraced

my heart, my soul

my body..and me alone!

I know m wrong..

But NO WAY gone..!

let flow my tears..

And dont u stomp

I deserve no place,

neither land nor space

But i am just a burden

on this beautiful garden,

A flower thts the odd one out!

pluck me n throw me away!

But do remember,

An ugly flower at sometym.. was here.. 

I plead i beg!

Pick me up i pray!

I want to be born agn..

And blossom like the others 

in the rain!

but "NO" he said..~

why duz He want me to be depressed?

He wants me to remain ... and bear the pain

So tht i can be a btr player..

in this game!

I said " i Quit"

he said- " i already removed the exit"

Then i sat agn

and howlled n cried!

Let me die!! i wont reside!!

he said Dont cry!

Be strong you can live!!

Then i sed " OK I WILL"

but pled agn,

Let me cry..just for tonyt!

and now...i plead tht 

evrynyt..!